The journey of life is inward

The journey of life is inward. You don’t run away from anyone all you do is turn away from yourself. The day you stop doing that you will feel at home. No external situation or person or circumstance can make you find your home your solace your peace. It is only you and you, alone. The biggest enemy of you is you and the biggest friend of you is you. 

When we seek refuge, we are trying to seek refuge from ourselves. Whatever we shun something outside of us rather than understanding it we walk our whole life recreating that entire experience that we shunned. This happens because what we rejected and chose to get hurt from was what we really needed to absorb and let it pass through us without it impacting us in any way other than emotions of love and compassion. 

Instead, when we allow things situations to ignite the negative feelings in us we ensure we become the carriers of that negativity now and we take it with us and transmit it even though we truly believe that the life we are shaping is to never allow that external negative situation to ever happen again. We don’t understand that the external negative is now sitting inside us and we have become what we wanted to run away from or what we shunned. 

So, the only reengineering we ever needed to do was internal never external. The only thing we ever need to do was not run away but to sit right there in that moment and earth all the negativities. Allow it all to pass through knowing fully well that none if it is yours to keep, it doesn’t come from you it doesn’t belong to you and you just sit there gracefully acknowledging it and offering it the ether the space it needs for passage. 

A breath, the letting go, the release is all the passage it is looking for. Never hold it within you. It will devoid you of you. You will keep trying to find yourself amidst the noise that it will create. The dark the black the hurt the pain the sadness the grief the melancholy needs you only to allow it to pass through. Its intention was never to reside in you. It never meant to shape you its nature is to be earthed. All it is looking for is wanting to be neutralized. It needs you a pure consciousness as the medium which discharges it of all its anguish and then be absorbed by mother earth. 

When you walked into the earth as pure consciousness your only job was to breathe. Breath in and breathe out breathe in and breathe out and remain that pure ether and become that medium that allows the charged negativity to be discharged and neutralized. You are the chosen one, the fact that you are born already makes you the chosen one as you have that love and compassion the only 2 things you are made of which already decided your purpose of birth. You chose to be born in a place in a situation because as messenger of god and you a part of the super pure consciousness also referred to as God, you as god came in to neutralize and cleanse. 

Breathe in breathe out that’s all you came here for and just your mere presence and the light of love and compassion acts as the purifier that neutralizes the negative transmission around you and your purpose of descending is met.

Breathe in breathe out.